Chapter 61: I want to break it.

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Translator: Soafp

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It still seems that Mizuki hasn’t regained consciousness.

I don’t quite understand why Katsuragi, who reports regularly, is so concerned about Mizuki.

If Mizuki doesn’t wake up, my heart won’t settle down.

Of course, Maya must feel the same.

So, with an unsettled heart, we embrace each other again today.

Even though it’s clear there are no romantic feelings involved, honestly, if there were a prostitute here, I wouldn’t have minded at all. Maya now is clearly different from when I loved her and held her.

I’ve even grown accustomed to this sober perspective.

“…Haha.”

So, it’s inevitable that a dry laugh escapes me afterward.

Just recently, I couldn’t even get it up. I’m a despicable guy.

But Maya is the opposite of me.

“Today… it was so good that I thought I might break.”

With each act, Maya’s body embraces mine with a deeper, more languid expression she had never shown me before.

Come to think of it, she kept repeating ‘I love you, I love you’ even during the act. It feels unsettling.

Do women deepen their feelings through physical intimacy? No, if that were true, Maya wouldn’t have cheated. It’s naive not to understand her feelings.

I assumed she was happy when I hugged her, but I was just using Maya, so I couldn’t say anything else.

Come to think of it, even after we started dating, the first time I hugged Maya, she was different from me, who didn’t hide joy.

It’s silly to think that way. Maya’s attitude must be an illusion.

──If you want to break that much, should I break it?

I mumbled to myself.

My brain started running at full speed as if it had been activated.

And I realized something important. I want to break Maya.

If I think calmly.

This whole mess started because Maya cheated.

So why did Mizuki try to commit suicide?

Why should I be upset?

“Maya, do you want to be broken?”

I asked Maya a question in a ridiculous mood, and she answered me right away.

“…If it’s you, I think I’d be okay with being broken.”

She answered me like that.

[Didn’t you want to be broken by Naoki?]

I didn’t have the courage to ask that now, but I made up my mind.

──Let’s break Maya.

Of course, not in a good way.

I was a little satisfied to be in a completely different position from when we first got married.

From now on, I’ll take the initiative.

After all, in love, the one who falls in love loses.