Chapter 26: Yukito Kokonoe part 2
TL: Sponsored chapter.
As usual, I was in front of the door. A single room in an apartment building. I rang the doorbell as usual, but my mental state was different from usual. An outside light illuminates the darkness. Silence surrounds me, I’ve told her I will be there today. It’s an ordinary day, just like any other.
The person I’m looking for appears right away, as if she’s been waiting for me. She was standing there with a familiar smile on her face, smiling kindly at me as she always does. But today is a different kind of day. This is where it all began, of a person named Yukito Kokonoe. It all started here, in this room, where I am now.
“Yuki-chan. I’ve been waiting for you! Come in, come in, let’s have some sushi.” (Sekka)
“It’s been a while. But first, may I have a word with you?” (Yuki)
“What’s wrong?” (Sekka)
“You’re the one who made me like this, didn’t you, Sekka?” (Yuki)
“Did you find out, Yuki-chan!?” (Sekka)
Her pupils dilated. A look of mixed surprise. Joy and loneliness. It seemed to me as if the opposite emotions were intricately intertwined.
Sekka Kokonoe. She’s my mother’s sister, and I guess you could say she’s another mother to me. Sekka-san spoils me a lot. It was after I ran away from home that I started to have a real connection with her.
After my sister told me to disappear and I didn’t go home, I kept walking in the opposite direction from home. The only thing that kept me going was the urge to disappear. The next thing I knew, I was in police custody. I remember my mother and sister were crying in front of me.
I had a broken bone and had to be hospitalized. On the day I was discharged from the hospital, my mom and Sekka-san were fighting at home. However, it was mainly Sekka who was accusing my mom, and she couldn’t say anything. Sekka was furious and said, “If you can’t raise him, I will!” I couldn’t do anything about it, all I could do was stare blankly at the scene.
There is something I remember. At that time, somewhere in my heart, I wanted my mother to stop me. No matter how much I said that Sekka was my mother’s sister, she was not my mother. I wanted her to argue that she wouldn’t let that happen. I wanted her to protect me. But my mother couldn’t say anything because of Sekka’s wordsmanship, so Sekka took me in and we lived together for a month.
The look in my mother’s eyes when we were about to part. Why did she come back and tell me that she was relieved that I was no longer a nuisance? I wonder if she thought that I should have just disappeared. These feelings swelled up inside me. Rejected by my sister and abandoned by my mother, I have no value in existence. I have to disappear. Sekka hugged me as I cried.
“Did you really notice, Yuki-chan? My suggestion?” (Sekka)
“Yes, I went to the hospital to confirm it.” (Yuki)
I questioned my thoughts and headed to the hospital. I went to the psychiatrist and found out that there was some kind of restriction in my thoughts. I don’t need to know the details of what they are. There’s only one person who can do that for me. Sekka was the only person who could help me become the Yukito Kokonoe I am today.
Sekka majored in psychology at university. She often talked about it to me. If that’s the case, then she knows everything about me. She never lied to me. I was confident that if I asked her, she would tell me.
“Why…… did you tell me that?” (Yuki)
“Do you remember when we went to Sky Tree?” (Sekka)
I knew it was true. Since that day, Sekka-san…
“It was right after you took me in, right?” (Yuki)
“Yes. When I saw how Yuki-chan looked at that time, I thought, “If I don’t do something, Yuki-chan will give up on his life again. I was sure he would try to disappear again.” (Sekka)
“I don’t think you were wrong about that” (Yuki)
“I was scared. I was afraid that Yuki-chan would try to disappear again. I was just lucky that you survived that time. If it happens again, I might’ve been too late this time.” (Sekka)
“Is that why you twisted my thoughts?” (Yuki)
“Yes. What I did was not that big of a deal. I just put a little trick on Yuki-chan.” (Sekka)
“A trick?” (Yuki)
Sekka smiled to herself. In the living room, we just piled on to the words as if we were trying to figure out what we had done so far.
“Yes. I put a mind-set on Yuki-chan so that you do not want to die and so that you don’t want to disappear.” (Sekka)
“How is that possible?” (Yuki)
“Yuki-chan, you thought you were unnecessary, didn’t you?” (Sekka)
“Yuki-chan thought his own existence was unimportant. That’s why I guided Yuki-chan to strongly recognize himself as Yukito Kokonoe.” (Sekka)
When I heard that, a question was cleared up in my mind: I had been repeatedly recognizing myself as Yukito Kokonoe. It was all because of Sekka-san.
“But the truth is, you should have been able to figure that out sooner.” (Sekka)
The tone of Sekka’s voice drops a notch.
“My sister loves you too, Yuki-chan. It’s the same with Yuri. So it was a simple spell that could be solved immediately if Yuki-chan could understand it properly. It was supposed to be a really simple spell, nothing too serious or specialized. But……” (Sekka)
“Yuki-chan had bad luck with women. Even after that, there were always things that happened to Yuki-chan that tried to hurt you. It was really bad in junior high school, wasn’t it? Each time, the spell I casted would bind Yuki-chan more tightly.” (Sekka)
“Is that why my mental strength is so strong?” (Yuki)
Well, I was mistaken. It’s not because I’m broken that I don’t get hurt. It was a trade-off between not being hurt and being broken. But if it wasn’t for that, I’m sure I would have given up on my life at some point.
“Yuki-chan was not hurt by the spell I casted. But every time I did, Yuki-chan will be broken. By that time, I couldn’t do anything about it anymore. Every time I saw you, all I could do was watch you break.” (Sekka)
“Why didn’t you tell Mom or Nee-san?” (Yuki)
“I couldn’t stand the two of them always being so close to Yuki-chan. I can’t stand the sight of Yuki-chan breaking down.” (Sekka)
“Then, Sekka-san…” (Yuki)
Sekka-san was crying. She’s my aunt, and she has a vague resemblance to my mother. I’ve made her cry again. I thought I didn’t want to make anyone else cry. Why do I always have to–
I was hugged. It was the same as my mother’s, too. But the smell was a little different from my mother’s. Thinking back, I was always hugged like this by Sekka-san. I’m sure it was Sekka’s way of spoiling me since I couldn’t be spoiled by my mother.
“You’ve finally realized that you’re loved, haven’t you, Yuki? I don’t want you to disappear. We don’t want Yuki-chan to disappear. That’s what everyone thinks.” (Sekka)
“Yes. Maybe…… no, if I do that, it will make you sad, I think.” (Yuki)
“I’m sorry…… I gave you a hard time.…… I’m sorry!” (Sekka)
Sekka was crying as if she was washing away everything she had ever done. I don’t know how much I’ve made this person worry about me. This person has done so much for me. Even though she’s my mother’s sister, you’re supposed to be nothing but a stranger.. Why–
“Why are you doing so much for me, Sekka?” (Yuki)
“You know what I’m talking about, don’t you?” (Sekka)
“Is it because you love……?” (Yuki)
“It’s not a surprise. I love you. I love you, Yuki-chan!” (Sekka)
It was the third time I felt that touch on my lips.
It was so sweet and soft.
I wondered why people were so warm.
“There was only one thing I wanted to ask. You’ve always been the same in front of me, haven’t you, Yuki-chan? The mindset I put on Yuki-chan was inexplicably advanced. So why?” (Sekka)
Yes, the usual ridiculous thoughts. It rang true in front of Sekka. I had never thought of such a thing before. It was strange to think back, but the answer was so simple and clear.
It must have been–
“Sekka-san has never hurt me, not once.” (Yuki)
Yes, she had been protecting me all this time. I was about to die, and she was saving me. I thought I was rejected by everyone but she had always given me love. I wondered how much love she had given to me since then, until today. It can only be described as devotion. She’s been giving it to me for so long. My head naturally bowed.
“Thank you very much.” (Yuki)
“Yuki-chan…… Yuki-chan!” (Sekka)
Sekka-san was laughing. I’m sure the tears were not from sadness, they shone so brightly that even I could tell.
“I’m full.” (Sekka)
“I think it’s been a while since I’ve had sushi.” (Yuki)
“Neither my mother nor my sister are good with horseradish.” (Yuki)
“Oh, that’s right, my sister isn’t. But Yuri is the same.” (Sekka)
Me and Sekka-san were taking a bath together. It always happens every time I come to Sekka’s place, so I’m not embarrassed now. Nevertheless, my gaze was wandering in the void.
“Now that the spell has been broken, Yuki-chan may get hurt in the future. Will you still be okay?” (Sekka)
“I’m fine. There are many people who can help me.” (Yuki)
“I see. I’m relieved.” (Sekka)
“You can help me too, right, Sekka?” (Yuki)
“Ah mooh! Today, Yuki-chan is 50% cuter than the last time I saw you, and I don’t know if I can handle it.” (Sekka)
There were always many friends. There was as much good as there was bad. I just didn’t see it. Instead of being hurt, I’ve been broken. But that’s over now. Even if I get hurt, I don’t want to be broken so that I can make somebody else sad. My strongest mental strength, like super-hard nanotubes, is gone. I don’t need it now. But that’s okay. Maybe I can finally get my emotions back from now on. Today is the end of my invincibility.
I couldn’t help but laugh.
What a mess. I’ve gotten so used to it. It’s no surprise. It’s been far too long. I’ve known him for almost ten years now. No matter what I say, it has always been a part of me, it’s already me.
“It seems that I also like the Yukito Kokonoe of the past. I don’t want to lose what Sekka-san has given me for me.” (Yuki)
“Yuki-chan, ……? (Sekka)
I got up from the tub with a bang.
“It’s me, Yukito Kokonoe, who will use the flat-rate benefits to buy manufacturing stocks in preparation for a confrontation between the US and China!” (Yuki)
It’s not the most expensive thing you can buy with 100,000 yen, but it will add up. After all, considering the current world situation, I don’t know how long I can stay in Japan in peace. This is not a time for peace-loving people. It was absolutely hilarious. Yes, this is who I am, isn’t it? It’s not a fake personality. It’s not a fake. It was different. This is me.
“You look great, Yuki-chan! And that…… bottom one is magnificent, too.” (Sekka)
Sekka’s cheeks are flushed red. What? Wait a minute. What am I showing off to Sekka-san? Aren’t I being too brazen? It’s true that Sekka-san and I have been taking baths together since we were little, but I’m still an adolescent. Yes.
“Don’t worry! I have prepared a rubber for you. If you want, I’m fine without it.” (Sekka)
“No, no, no, that’s not it!” (Yuki)
“I’m the one who can’t let you escape, right, Yuki-chan?” (Sekka)
“I feel a sigh on my neck!?” (Yuki)
I was not wearing sunglasses and I did not have a beard. No, I didn’t.
Yuki-chan is breathing adorably in his sleep. This day has finally arrived. For us, today is the “promised day”. We have been waiting for this day. I wanted Yuki-chan to realize that he was loved as I watched him break down for a long time.
Yuki-chan said that I never hurt him, but the truth is different. I was the one who hurt Yuki-chan the most. If I hadn’t done what I did, we wouldn’t have gotten into this mess. Still, at that time, I had no choice but to do what I did. I didn’t want him to die. That was my only wish.
But he said thank you. I felt as if I had been rewarded. Yuki-chan affirmed what I had done. I felt as if the fog had finally lifted and I couldn’t stop crying. I knew that Yuki-chan would be fine now. He had realized it himself.
Yuki-chan and I met when he was much younger. I don’t think he even remembers. At that time, I was troubled by many things. It was a time when I was unsure of what I should do. At that time, I had a chance to take care of Yuki-chan at my sister’s house. Even then, Yuki-chan was an easy child to take care of, but one day, he called me “Mama”. We are sisters. My sister and I have similar facial features. I was sure he would have misunderstood me. Yuki-chan came to me unsteadily, and when he called me that, he fell asleep. He looked even more innocent than he does now.
At that moment, all my doubts disappeared from my mind. I was blown away by how trivial my worries had become. Petty worries were insignificant. There are more important things in life, I thought as I looked at Yuki-chan’s sleeping face.
I couldn’t bear the thought of Yuki-chan going through something like that. For the first time, I felt a strong resentment towards my sister. What I didn’t expect was that Yuki-chan would have bad luck anyway. He was always getting into trouble. It might be his character, but at least his young mind could not stand it.
I wanted to do something to help him. It was just a little help. A little coping mechanism. At first, it was just a spell that would be quickly solved. I didn’t think it would turn out to be something that would last this long. But it’s finally over. Yuki-chan told me that he had someone who could help him. So it’s okay. I don’t need any more spells to protect Yuki-chan’s heart.
I don’t have to interfere anymore. I’m sure that from now on, Yuki-chan won’t come to me as much as she has in the past. I’ll miss you …….
I wonder if he’s talking in his sleep. Munching and mumbling, Yuki-chan is muttering. No, no, no, no, no! No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no! I have been the one who has been tormenting Yuki-chan all this time. I was the one who broke him. Even though I think so, and my thoughts are judging so, when I see Yuki-chan, I can’t resist. I can’t resist the urge to spoil him. Because I love him so much.
I knew that when Yuki-chan realized the truth, he would surely hate me. No wonder. I’m the cause of all this. Yuki-chan has the right to hate me. And yet, instead, he thanked me. I hadn’t seen his smile since the day he called me mom when I was much younger.
Until now, I had felt guilty and obligated.
But if Yuki-chan forgives me, then from now on…
It’s not worth it.
If I told my friends, they would question my sanity.
It’s a hard fact that you can’t change the age difference.
But still, I can’t stop myself.
I can’t cover up my feelings.
I’m in love with this boy in front of me right now.
Ed- Well now we know how Yuki’s mentality was so tough and we now have a m**f the which is a W but if there are any mistakes or questions please comment them down below and as usual I hope you enjoyed chapter 26 of the series
49 comments »
libertarianciceroMay 24, 2021 at 12:24 am
Ok. Who didn’t realize how his aunt felt about him? Her and the neighbor are the two most dangerous female characters. The sis is just below them, and he mother at around the same spot as the sister. In the end, he’s probably going to spend his adult life in therapy because of his twisted family.
sense-sanMay 24, 2021 at 4:08 am
Its scary though as its his Aunt that will be the therapist with how she used suggestions and stuff.
kiloalpha16May 24, 2021 at 12:27 am
WTF IS WRONG WITH HIS FAMILY!?
John BrewingtonMay 24, 2021 at 5:35 am
Well…… I mean it has been stated several times that he has bad luck with women.
wtfchrlzAugust 3, 2021 at 8:33 am
Aunt just casually complimenting her nephews dick and offering to let him raw dawg it. The f**k.
CrestApril 4, 2022 at 4:41 am
Kokonoe couple has divorced and their family relationship (mother,sister, and MC) are too distant well if not from yukika spell yukito would be dead right now (suicide from mental breakdown)
CoupDeFriMay 24, 2021 at 12:30 am
Did they do it?
SoafpMay 24, 2021 at 12:31 am
boyboy231May 24, 2021 at 5:38 am
ExfernalJuly 30, 2021 at 12:06 pm
Regrettably. Because then the NU tags should be updated accordingly. What is more important for the tag ‘incest’, the mindset or the physical act itself?
John BrewingtonMay 24, 2021 at 5:38 am
She is a therapist, and we just saw this chap that she can succeed with subliminal suggestion so she might have. He just doesn’t know….. Yet. Just hold off till his neighbor tries to rape him (again) and he accidentally calls her yukika.
EnkirosMay 24, 2021 at 1:02 am
idk man that looks like highly unethical praxis
invalidfriendMay 24, 2021 at 1:09 am
I Have a gut feeling that this will get much worse now that the “spell” is gone
LoyMay 24, 2021 at 2:02 am
Yukito, stop attracting MILFs
sense-sanMay 24, 2021 at 4:14 am
Its not going to be limited to MIlFs though.
Mr. ListerMay 24, 2021 at 2:17 am
So she psychotherapied him into being unable really feel emotions as a means to protect him because he was suicidal. As messed up as that is, even he says he probably would have killed himself if it weren’t for it. Why is there a comedy tag on this?
sense-sanMay 24, 2021 at 4:10 am
Because as unlucky as the guy is, he
is also able to persevere through his bad luck by the help of the very same ‘harem’ that hurt him.
Heimlich ManureMay 24, 2021 at 2:48 am
Now now…Restraint is needed it times like these
some mobMay 24, 2021 at 3:19 am
……………………………………………………..All right, we finally have many things revealed……..important things….
*Yukito’s pseudo insanity was the result of hypnosis of his aunt.
*He went to the hospital to see if there was something wrong in his mind….or rather if he was insane or something and realize the hypnosis trick.
*We finally took a peek at how his real personality is…maybe?…..well, there is something wrong about it, i mean that part about jp vs US or china was a bit insane(actually, Soafp-san can you explain me that part?).
Well, Yukito finally can heal and change for the better but we still don’t know if he can achieve it. We also can see that Yukika loves Yukito for real(incest) and that they have taking baths even until now…………………………i don’t think Yukito hasn’t been eaten until now due to her guilt but now that Yukito has forgiven her……………………..the three way battle between the mother, the aunt and the neighbor(which are all M**F’s…….ah, but his aunt and neighbor hadn’t had any children so they can’t be classified as M**F’s…technically speaking) is close…..specially since it seems Himiyama-san did something with Yukito which involved nudity…………………..not to mention there is still the struggle between the sister, childhoodfriend and Kamishiro-san….and other female students………ah, really i think Yukito needs to change to a harem MC of the hentai world if he wants to resolve all of this once and for all….i believe the chance for that to happen is pretty much zero.
Thanks for the chapter.
sense-sanMay 24, 2021 at 4:12 am
I would say that every woman he gets in contact with has a high chance of converting their guilt on him to lust. If it were love, they would f*****g leave him alone and support him in the shadows.
ZenMay 24, 2021 at 3:49 am
Ah ,i think this is amazing,i like ln like this
yggdrasilMay 24, 2021 at 6:26 am
Thanks for the chapter
manavyaprasadMay 24, 2021 at 7:21 am
His sister was the first, his aunt third, then who the fuc kissed him when I wasn’t looking???
Beep BoopMay 24, 2021 at 12:40 pm
You forgot the childhood friend mate.
InvalidFriendMay 24, 2021 at 8:38 am
The second was the childhood friend
bananaMay 24, 2021 at 8:42 am
thanks, and so the wincest harem starts
Beep BoopMay 24, 2021 at 12:45 pm
It’s definitely easier reading this with manual translation, but I would still read the raws. Tnx for the translation
wwwwwwMay 24, 2021 at 1:34 pm
Congrats on getting to #15 on novelupdates ranking!
SoafpMay 24, 2021 at 2:23 pm
-BobMay 25, 2021 at 4:00 am
Thank you for the chapter!
Finally we get something from the perspective of his aunt Yukika. Wow, she’s not a simple character. First, she is someone who has always been firmly on Yuki’s side. She is the only one Yuki can trust, since she has never lied to him. Second, while she is guilt ridden about applying psychotherapy on him, she was desperate to prevent him from killing himself. Third, she has developed a “romantic love” for him which by western standards at least, is a deviant behavior.
I don’t believe we still have the entire backstory concerning Yuki’s running away from home. There are still six days that the author isn’t talking about, and there are cryptic comments about Yuki deliberately blocking out some scenes from his memory. Right now the blocking out is done for comedic effect, but it may be a clue to Yuki’s coping with what happened during the six days.
Oh and “kiloalpha16” — I agree, WTF happened to Yuki’s mom and aunt that they are like this?
(I’m not too hard on Yuri since she’s only a year older than Yuki, and is desperately trying to show that Yuki is loved and wanted. She has been driven to the wall by her guilt and fear that Yuki would commit suicide.)
M**F never wrongMay 28, 2021 at 1:03 pm
thanks for the chapter.
I personally think this is the best chapter so far.
what, a m**f hypnotized you. Isn’t that the most amazing thing could happen in your life?
I’m totally in for more m**f in action. I love how warped these MILFs are, after going through so much in their lives.
I especially love yukika’s character, and how warped her love toward MC.
I can’t wait what she would do to obtain our MC, and what she’d do to clear all obstacles before her.
bluefrost17June 16, 2021 at 2:21 pm
I just realized it but it seems like the author is into older girls, no, INTO MILFS
His Aunt’s “Ah mou!~” made me remember of Karuizawa Kei.. She’s cute af~
mrsimpleguyJune 16, 2021 at 7:51 pm
Okay, so the reason why most women are like that to him is because, as explained in the previous chapters, is that he has BAD LUCK with WOMEN.
Of course, some of you may think that why would this be called bad luck when he has a harem? The reason being is that the women around him are either manipulating him or taking advantages of him being “weak” in their eyes, and it turned out they were hurting him. Thus, him having to go through serious mental stress through it his childhood.
Another reason why it’s bad luck because the women involved are somehow his RELATIVES. Of course, incest itself is, by means, a taboo in the real world. Having a romantic relationship with someone related by blood? It will be nothing but trouble.
I was actually pretty hooked into the novel but now? I seem to have second thoughts because of how this has turned from being good, to confusing, to being weird, to being weirder and lastly, to being WTF?!
EshyaAugust 1, 2021 at 5:25 pm
What i dont like from this novel is the incest part. Please don’t confuse family love with love for the opposite sex. You’re ruining the purity of love, author.
Diana KurosawaAugust 29, 2021 at 1:09 am
I ship them, tbh~
She might be blaming herself for the magic but she still saved his life from those bad luck women~
She’s the only best girl in this series~
Strawberry MilkshakeAugust 31, 2021 at 8:32 am
I usually avoids incest series, but this one..
INCEST LET’S FAQING GOOOOO!!!
XynesterSeptember 8, 2021 at 4:50 pm
Bruhhh she gone from therapist to the rapist
ESHAKERMarch 26, 2022 at 7:18 am
readerMarch 27, 2023 at 12:45 pm
“therapist to the rapist”
every thing is in name. therapist now split it. it will become the rapist .
AmplifitySeptember 23, 2021 at 3:24 am
Dang….the incest is really rocking it….
DeadmilkmenOctober 21, 2021 at 10:35 am
Man the guy who rated the 1/5 on NU is a clown.
Tweight28October 31, 2021 at 1:51 am
I will not surprise of their dog is inlove with Yuki-chan too.>_<
unculturedweeb6968December 23, 2021 at 12:10 am
Reading what yukika san has said makes my pp go hard
GarenNovember 10, 2021 at 1:23 pm
Some readers need to chill about the whole incest thing. You saw the tags, you read the story until this point. Why are you still surprised?
Like yeah, incest irl is super f*****g weird but this is fiction. Commercial merchandise. Read it or don’t read it. The free market is the master here, not the judicial court.
Coming back to the story, I agree with Yukito in how he unconditionally trusts his Aunt. Because at the root of it all, she saved his life and also, never hurt him.
papa_pryclopsMay 6, 2022 at 3:51 pm
Someonecallapriest.. we’ve pedophiles to deal with
CODGENESISAugust 10, 2022 at 3:26 am
AkireiNovember 22, 2022 at 9:30 pm
Interesting. It’s good that Yukito is now recovering, I hope he becomes happy from now on. The best way, in my opinion is the formation of a harem, in that way he will have lot of people to spoil him and make up for all the suffering he experienced.
HealerDecember 7, 2022 at 10:35 am
Finally yukito can get over his problem, now i want to ask soafp is this the part when 18+ start?
JeezzzDecember 28, 2022 at 2:21 am
I barely remember about the incest tag