Chapter 4: My voice was not heard today.
The female student who was supposedly molested by Renya has been caught. Apparently, she and her friends had been doing it for fun. I don’t care what the reason was, but when I heard about it, my blood boiled.
(Renya hadn’t done it after all! But how could she have said something like that!)
It turned out to be a false accusation, so many people were apologizing to Renya. Everyone in the soccer club had also apologized to him and tried to convince him to come back to the club, but he had refused, saying that he had blanks and wanted to concentrate on studying for exams.
Renya had accepted the apology and didn’t seem to be angry, but that was all. If someone spoke to him, he would respond normally, but his expression would never change, and he would never speak to anyone himself. He treats everyone the same way. Even to us, his childhood friends. It was as if we were strangers.
The day I found out the truth, I came to Renya’s room and apologized. I would have done anything if I could have been forgiven, if I could have gotten back to the way things were before. I didn’t care if he beat me, and if he demanded my body, I was willing to give it to him.
My apology was readily accepted. But that was it. He didn’t ask for anything, and he didn’t laugh at me like he used to. I thought he was angry with me for what I had done, but I was wrong. He just didn’t have any emotions towards me. No matter how many times I apologized, it didn’t change the attitude of Renya, who has already forgiven me and doesn’t have any emotions on top of that. I apologized, forgave me, and that was the end of it. Even if I wanted to go back to the way things used to be, it wouldn’t be possible unless Renya became the way he used to be. My words can’t reach the heart of Renya, who has started to treat strangers, classmates, childhood friends, family members, and everyone else the same way.
Even when I invite Renya, who is reading all the time just as he does when he is isolated, to play with me, his expression doesn’t change one bit. On the contrary, he refuses when there is a book he wants to read. For Renya, my childhood friend who I have known for more than ten years has become a stranger who is no more than a book he wants to read.
I didn’t want our relationship to end like this, so I asked Renya’s mother about the school he wanted to go to, and I followed him along with another female childhood friend of mine. (The other male childhood friend was not academically qualified)
When I overheard him talking with his classmates about soccer, I was hoping that things would go back to the way they used to be, but no.
“I miss you, Renya…”
Today, too, my voice could not reach Renya.
14 comments »
some mobDecember 9, 2021 at 12:42 am
…………..Fuh, i see….she didn’t believe in him and know she wants everything to return like it was before…..ahahahahahahahaha…………………….yep, nope, never.
Things will never become the way they were before. Fault of both parts.
If their relationship becomes worse or better that is still to be seen.
Khaka BoekaskiDecember 9, 2021 at 2:31 am
…Come on, you can’t demand too much from mentally broken person, okay?
Alucard90December 11, 2021 at 2:18 pm
None of you deserve a second chance. P******
GattsDecember 9, 2021 at 3:31 am
Thank you for the chapter !
Alucard90December 9, 2021 at 6:26 am
So you miss him huh? Too bad. He’s gone.
TL-SanDecember 9, 2021 at 3:52 pm
Hey soafp-chan can you comment the raw
Looking forward for the next chapter!
SoafpDecember 9, 2021 at 4:59 pm
I will post it on the front page
DeadmilkmenDecember 31, 2021 at 5:25 am
Lol, is this the author of The girls who traumatised me writing the same story but slightly different? Maybe that’s why he stopped writing about yukito.
Potato samaJanuary 3, 2022 at 9:34 pm
Accusing someone of molestation? Damn those wh*res should be put in jail alongside male convicts.
denkerbosuFebruary 2, 2022 at 4:03 am
lmao she was “willing to offer her body”? B***h, you offer something the other party would want, not what YOU want.
The best possible revenge to those who wrong you is to keep on moving forward. Dude still has his good grades.
KijannnnnnnFebruary 2, 2022 at 1:58 pm
sigh. i like different pov but i don’t like this fast change. it’s making us reader pity her despite her wrongdoing, it would be much better if every 5-10 chapter will fujibayashi’s pov to enter.
sorry for bad english
RKADE 14February 4, 2022 at 9:35 am
2 things I have to say.
The first being her willing to offer her body, you wouldn’t doubt someone if you were willing to bang to make up for it.
The second being some random stranger can destroy your life just because they wanna be a troll.
Bunnyman13April 17, 2022 at 9:01 am
Everyone who wants to rebuild their relationship with him should start reading books. That way, they would have something to talk about that he likes now.
JackcolnMay 18, 2023 at 7:10 pm
Books..games…etc ….will never betrayed you