Chapter 10: I’m acting even more cocky than usual!

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Translator: Soafp

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“………”

“……….”

After realizing that every girl I had set my sights on since getting the hypnosis app was dealing with some kind of serious issue, I let out a sigh.

Aisaka had a history of self-harm. Honma was an extreme m*******t and had been stalked. And now Agatsuma, standing in front of me, was being physically abused by her father.

“What about sexual abuse?”

“That hasn't happened yet.”

“Yet…?”

The way Agatsuma said it made it sound as though there was a chance she could be assaulted in the near future.

Well, with a girl as attractive as her around, I could almost imagine someone trying something sexual with her.

“Just as I thought—you do have a pretty face.”

Agatsuma looked beautiful once her bangs were lifted.

But her lifeless expression ruined the entire effect. She was similar to Aisaka in that way, but the darkness in her face was even worse.

“Since when?”

“…The violence started after I entered high school.”

“You've endured it all this time?”

“Yeah. I don't have anyone I can rely on.”

“…”

There it was again. That feeling.

I had felt it with Aisaka too: while I spent my days happily with my family and friends, there were people living painful lives as though it were normal.

For a child, family was supposed to be the closest and most dependable presence. Being hurt by the very people who were supposed to protect you had to be unbearably painful.

“…Do you ever think about dying?”

It was a hesitant question.

Agatsuma fell silent for a moment, then gave a small nod.

“There's no one I can depend on. No one will help me. So I wonder what value there is in me being alive. Maybe it would be easier if I just disappeared.”

Agatsuma looked down.

It was not as though she had fully made up her mind, but she gave off such a fragile impression that it felt like one more push might make her truly leave this world.

“…But.”

“Yeah?”

“My father's parents are kind to me. But they care about my father too, so if they learned that he was hitting me, they would be sad. I don't want to cause them trouble.”

“…I see.”

A dilemma, huh.

Even though she had said there was no one she could depend on, there were people she could turn to. But she could not take that step because she feared making them sad.

Still, if they cared about her that much, perhaps they would not be able to leave her in that situation and might take her in…

“Jeez, these kinds of problems are way too hard for an ordinary student.”

I roughly scratched my head.

With Aisaka and Honma too, I had ultimately relied on brute force through hypnosis. I had not thought much about what would happen after that; I had simply acted as though things would work themselves out.

“…Lately, my mother barely comes home either. My father gets home late, but today—”

Just as Agatsuma began saying that, her phone vibrated.

She stared at me, so I ordered her to answer it. She picked up her phone.

“…Yeah… Yeah. Okay.”

“What did they say?”

“They said they aren't coming home today.”

“Oh?”

Not coming home. Under normal circumstances, that should have made her sad. But I was sure I heard relief in her voice.

If she could feel relieved that they were not coming home, I thought she should turn to her grandparents.

“…Well, it's easy for me to say since I'm not the one living through it. Honestly, I feel bad for Agatsuma, but I can't completely understand how she feels.”

The emotional gap between happy people and unhappy people was probably enormous.

Still, I decided to put Agatsuma's unhappiness out of my mind for a while.

Why had I come here in the first place? Remember that, Kai!

“Agatsuma, come here.”

“Okay.”

Agatsuma sat down directly in front of me.

The moment she sat, her ch*st swayed heavily. She had said she was an H-cup, and its overwhelming presence more than lived up to that size.

I swallowed and reached out.

“…Whoa. It really is incredible.”

The feeling of touching bare skin was, as expected, wonderful. Not only the softness and warmth, but the smoothness of her skin was beyond compare.

I completely forgot everything she had told me moments earlier. Captivated by her br**st—one that could rival a gravure idol's—I kept groping her without stopping.

“…Phew.”

“……….”

Just touching her with my hands was not enough. I pressed my face against her and enjoyed myself to my heart's content.

And I had become accustomed to giving commands like this. Lying down right there, I told Agatsuma:

“From now on, do exactly as I tell you.”

“Okay.”

Several dozen minutes later, I was extremely satisfied.

She had a different appeal from Aisaka and Honma. Seeing Agatsuma—a girl whom no one in class paid attention to—serving me struck a particularly satisfying chord.

“Man, having a girl serve you like this really is the best. Hey, Agatsuma, let me indulge myself a little more.”

On her meticulously clean bed, I hugged Agatsuma tightly.

I pressed our bodies together as much as I could, savoring her fully. The sight of that impossibly soft body pressed and distorted against my chest was enough to reignite excitement I thought had already faded.

“…Ahhh.”

This was dangerous. It was like a drug.

It felt so good that I did not want to let go. I had felt the same way with Aisaka and Honma, but Agatsuma might have stood out even beyond them.

“…Hey, Agatsuma.”

“What?”

That was why it would be such a waste for her to die, Agatsuma.

Until a little while ago, my mind had been consumed by lust because I wanted to enjoy her body as soon as possible. But now that I was in my post-orgasmic clear-headed state, my thoughts were very clear.

Her body was so attractive that those desires felt likely to return at any moment—but there was still something I had to say.

“You said earlier that you have no value in living, right?”

“Yeah.”

“That's not true at all. You made me this happy, didn't you? You have tremendous value.”

“…”

Wow. What an awful thing to say.

In other words, I was saying that because her body felt so good, she had value.

“It's a truly scummy thing to say, but your body is seriously amazing. So don't say you have no value. If you need to find value that badly, then live for my sake.”

“…For Masaki-kun?”

“Yeah. I'll decide that I need you.”

“…You need me… You…”

Agatsuma, still hypnotized, muttered to herself for a while.

With Aisaka, Honma, and now Agatsuma, I had become extremely full of myself by doing whatever I wanted with them. At least I was aware of that myself.

“When this hypnosis wears off, you won't remember any of this, Agatsuma, but I'll say it anyway. For now, don't think about doing anything drastic. I don't know how much I can do, but I'll find some way to help you.”

As I said that, I held Agatsuma to my chest and stroked her head.

Her hair was long, but apparently well cared for all the way to the tips. It was silky smooth. I had touched it just to stroke her head, but it genuinely felt wonderful.

“…Hm?”

“…!”

Her chest felt strangely warm. When I realized why, I saw that Agatsuma was crying.

I was a little surprised, but it probably meant that my words had reached her heart even while she was hypnotized.

I had caught glimpses of Aisaka looking slightly relieved in the past too, so I was probably right.

“Don't cry. When the hypnosis wears off, you'll wonder why your eyes are red.”

“……….”

Agatsuma did not say anything, but seeing her cry made my heart flutter a little.

I had never said or ordered this to Aisaka or Honma, but perhaps carried away by the mood, I made a suggestion.

“Agatsuma, let's kiss.”

“Okay.”

Her response came very quickly.

I moved my face closer to hers and pressed my lips to hers.

(…Amazing. So this is what a kiss feels like.)

It was my first kiss. I did not know whether it was her first, but if it was, I offered a brief apology in my mind.

“…My heart feels warm. It's strange.”

“Is that so? I'm glad.”

For an instant—only an instant—I thought Agatsuma smiled.

After that, I had Agatsuma serve me once more and relaxed for a while, but then I suddenly remembered my phone and looked at the screen.

“Crap, I only have ten percent left!”

That was close. If I had gotten any more absorbed, things could have gone seriously wrong.

“I should head home soon. Uh, where's my jacket…?”

“…You're leaving?”

Agatsuma lightly gripped the hem of my clothes.

“Come on, that's cute,” I laughed, gently moving her hand away.

“Don't worry. I'll be taking liberties with you again. And I wasn't lying about what I said earlier. I don't know exactly what form it'll take, but I think your environment will get better than it is now, at least.”

Leaving those words behind, I walked out of Agatsuma's house.

The moment I was outside, I canceled the hypnosis and muttered:

“…I want to do whatever I want with all three of them together.”

I mean, every guy imagines being with multiple girls at once, right?

“Well, not today. But I'll work toward it.”

Still, when I was in that satisfied, clear-headed state afterward, all sorts of things I wanted to say or convey kept coming to mind… post-orgasmic clarity was just too powerful.