Chapter 8: Decision
Translator: Soafp
[Hana PoV]
It was finally Sunday, and I had been eagerly anticipating the date. However, after encountering Ryota’s step-brother, my excitement had come to a halt.
But upon careful reflection, I realized that there was no way Ryota wasn’t showing his true self. He had always been kind and caring.
With a renewed sense of optimism, I began to prepare for the date, determined to make the most of our time together.
“Alright, let’s get ready for the date!”
With a deep breath, I swung my legs out of bed and headed towards the bathroom. The warm water cascading down felt like a soothing embrace.
After the refreshing shower, I spent a little extra time perfecting my makeup, adding a touch of sparkle to match the excitement in my eyes.
With a satisfied nod at my reflection, I slipped into my favorite dress, feeling confident and ready for the date.
As I descended the stairs, I poured myself a cup and took a sip, feeling a sense of calm wash over me.
“I wonder what Ryota have planned for this date…”
The anticipation continued to build inside me as I pondered the possibilities. Would it be a romantic dinner at a cozy restaurant, or perhaps a leisurely stroll through the park? Whatever it was, I couldn’t wait to find out.
With a smile playing on my lips, I finished my tea, savoring the simple pleasure of the moment. As I glanced at the clock, I realized it was almost time to head out.
Gathering my things, I double-checked my appearance in the hallway mirror, making sure everything was just right. Satisfied with my reflection, I grabbed my purse and headed for the door, excitement bubbling within me.
Outside, the sun was shining brightly, casting a warm glow over the neighborhood. It was the perfect day for a date, and I couldn’t wait to see what adventures awaited me.
With a skip in my step, I set off down the street, my heart filled with anticipation and hope for the day ahead. Whatever Ryota had planned, I knew it was bound to be unforgettable.
I was at the meeting place 10 minute before the meeting time, eagerly scanning the area for any sign of Ryota. The minutes ticked by slowly, each one filled with a mixture of excitement and nervous anticipation.
I glanced at my watch, feeling a twinge of concern as the minutes stretched on. Ten minutes had passed since our agreed meeting time, and there was still no sign of Ryota.
Anxiety gnawed at the edges of my mind as I scanned the area, searching for any glimpse of him in the bustling crowd. Where could he be? Had something happened?
My heart raced with worry, each passing second only adding to my growing unease. I tried to push aside the nagging doubts that threatened to overwhelm me, reminding myself to stay calm and patient.
But as the minutes ticked by with no sign of Ryota, my anxiety only continued to mount. Wherever he was, I hoped he was safe and that nothing had happened to him.
Fifteen minutes had now elapsed, and still, there was no sign of Ryota.
Concern blossomed into full-blown worry as I checked my phone for any missed calls or messages, but there was nothing.
A knot formed in the pit of my stomach as I contemplated the possibilities. What if something had happened to him? What if he had changed his mind about the date?
Despite my growing anxiety, I forced myself to remain composed, determined not to jump to conclusions. But with each passing moment, the weight of uncertainty pressed down on me, casting a shadow over what was supposed to be a joyous occasion.
As an hour slipped by without any sign of Ryota, my heart sank with each passing minute.
Confusion mingled with disappointment as I struggled to comprehend why he hadn’t shown up. Had he forgotten about our date?
Tears welled up in my eyes, blurring my vision as I grappled with the overwhelming sense of sadness.
Then, in the midst of my sorrow, the conversation I had with Ken-kun replayed in my mind.
[It’s about Ryota. I know you two are close, but I need to warn you… he’s not who you think he is.]
[What do you mean?]
[I can’t say much here, but… just becareful, okay? I don’t want to see you get hurt]
Did Ken-kun know this was going to happen? Was he trying to warn me about Ryota’s true nature?
The questions swirled in my mind, casting doubt on everything I thought I knew about Ryota. Had Ken sensed something off about him all along?
As I pondered these questions, a sinking feeling settled in the pit of my stomach. Perhaps Ken’s warning had been more than just a friendly gesture. Maybe he had seen something in Ryota that I had been blind to.
But regardless of Ken-kun’s intentions, the truth remained: Ryota had stood me up on our date, leaving me feeling hurt and angry.
With each step, I couldn’t shake the feeling that my world had been turned upside down. The once-familiar streets now felt foreign and unfamiliar, echoing with sadness.
And as I reached my doorstep, I couldn’t help but wonder what had gone wrong. Was Ryota not who he seemed to be? Had I been foolish to trust him so blindly?
Whatever it is, I will get my answer tomorrow.
The next day, I stirred from my slumber a bit earlier than usual, the events of the previous day still fresh in my mind.
Determined to confront Ryota and seek the answers I so desperately needed, I wasted no time in preparing myself for the day ahead.
After completing my usual morning routine—taking a quick shower, brushing my hair, and applying a touch of makeup—I slipped into my school uniform with a sense of purpose.
Every action was deliberate, every movement driven by the desire to uncover the truth.
As I descended the stairs, the aroma of breakfast greeted me, a comforting reminder of the routines that grounded me amidst the chaos of my emotions.
With a light breakfast in hand, I mulled over my plan of action, steeling myself for the confrontation that awaited me.
Finally ready to face the day, I stepped outside into the crisp morning air, my heart pounding with anticipation.
Today would be the day I confronted Ryota, the day I demanded answers and refused to accept anything less than the truth.
I walked towards the usual meeting spot where I often rendezvous with Ryota, my mind consumed by thoughts of our impending confrontation.
However, to my surprise, as I approached the familiar location, I spotted someone unexpected, someone familiar.
“Good morning Kobayashi-san.”
It was Ken-kun. It was the perfect timing where Ryota was yesterday.
“Ah, good morning Ken-kun. Hey, can I ask a question?”
“Sure, go ahead.”
“Do you know where Ryota was yesterday? He did not show up on our date.”
Ken-kun’s demeanor changed instantly, a shadow crossing his features.
“Yeah, about that……I something have to tell you about that.”
He scratched his head to find the right words but eventually just said it.
“He got arrested. They found a switchblade in his pocket, and they think he was involved in the fight that happened a few days ago.”
His words hit me like a ton of bricks, disbelief washing over me in waves.
“Arrested? Ryota?”
I repeated, struggling to comprehend the gravity of the situation.
My head was spinning with disbelief. Ryota, arrested? It seemed impossible.
But as Ken-kun’s words echoed in my mind, the reality of the situation began to sink in. The Ryota I knew, the kind and caring boy I had grown close to, was now entangled in a web of accusations and suspicion.
I couldn’t help but wonder how it had come to this. What had Ryota been hiding from me?
All these question but non but could be answered.
“….”
What should I do? Wait until he is free so he can explain himself or,
“I think you should break up with him. This isn’t the first time he hurts a girl this way before.”
Yes, the other option was breaking up with him, but…
This isn’t the first time? Like, he was in jail multiple times?
As I pondered over Ken-kun’s words, a wave of disbelief washed over me. How could Ryota have a history of hurting girls and I never knew about it? Was I just another victim in a long line of heartbreaks?
I thought I knew Ryota. Had he been leading a double life all this time, hiding his dark secrets behind a facade of kindness and charm?
“Thank you, Ken-kun, for telling me this. I’ll need some time to sort out my thoughts and feelings”
“Of course, if you want to relay a message to Ryota I can do that for you.”
With a nod, I turned and began walking towards school, my mind swirling with conflicting emotions.
On one hand, I wanted answers from Ryota, to hear his side of the story and understand the truth behind the accusations.
On the other hand, I couldn’t shake the feeling of betrayal and doubt that lingered in the back of my mind.
As I walked, I couldn’t help but wonder how I had been so blind to Ryota’s true nature.
Had I been so desperate for love and affection that I had overlooked the warning signs?
Or had Ryota been that skilled at hiding his secrets, deceiving me with his charm and kindness?
The questions plagued me, weighing heavily on my heart as I struggled to make sense of it all. But amidst the uncertainty, one thing was clear: I needed to sort out my feelings first before making any decisions.
As I opened the door to my classroom, the atmosphere was heavy with tension. Whispers and murmurs filled the air, and it didn’t take long for the rumors to reach my ears: Ryota Ken had been arrested.
It seemed like the entire school was buzzing with the news, and I couldn’t escape the feeling of unease that settled in the pit of my stomach.
As I took my seat, I couldn’t shake the sense of disbelief that washed over me. How could Ryota, the person I thought I knew so well, find himself in such trouble?
While thinking about this, some classmate came over to me.
“Hey Kobayashi-san, are you okay?”
My classmates know that I am dating Ryota.
I forced a weak smile, trying to mask the turmoil swirling within me.
“Yeah, I’m fine. Just… processing everything.”
“If you need anything, you can always come to me.”
“Thank you.”
My classmate nodded sympathetically before returning to their seat, leaving me to wrestle with my emotions in silence.
It is now Friday, and another week of school has drawn to a close. As I gathered my belongings and prepared to leave the classroom, I made my decision.
In the days since Ryota’s arrest, I’ve spent countless hours reflecting on our relationship and sorting through my feelings.
“I should get going.”
With a resolute nod, I slung my bag over my shoulder and headed towards the school gates. The weight of my decision hung heavy on my heart, but I knew it was the right one.
As I was walking towards the gate, I spotted the person I had been looking for.
“Ken-kun!”
I ran up towards him.
“Koboyashi-san, you need anything from me?”
“Yes, actually. I want to relay a message to Ryota.”
“Sure, what do you want to say?”
“I…..I want to break up with you.”
Witler
April 3, 2024 at 12:56 amYOU DIDNT EVEN TALK TO HIM TO HEAR HIS SIDE OF THR STORY F*KKK OFFF, anyways apart from my frustration, let’s see how this plays out, man I can’t believe she didn’t even try, atleast do that? Smh
dangbui
April 3, 2024 at 1:42 amnah this girl ain’t worthy to be with him atp. Can’t wait to see the downfall of her and the family tho
shidoss
April 3, 2024 at 9:19 amMy prediction of how this novel end, there unfortunately only 2 outcomes 1 mc name will be cleared but it will be too late by that point and I really interested how author will spin everyone reaction on both news for false accusations and mc jump or he will SOMEHOW survive the attempt but probability of that scenario is Unfortunately, the minimal knowing how such stories end. and they end, alas, not very well for the protagonist
anon
April 3, 2024 at 12:06 pmThe flow of the story so far makes it seem like Hana has some kind of “very smart” plan up her sleeve.
NormalWeeb
April 4, 2024 at 5:30 amThanks for the chapter. But this kind of novel always give me some weird feelings. I’ll be back once it’s done