Chapter 1 – a Fresh Start, a Change of Luck…but None of It Happen.
Parent gachas, child gachas, and even workplace gachas—there’s a gacha for everything.
However, if there were to be a girlfriend gacha, it would be a rare find for someone like me.
No, for me, it’s been a total curse. You see, every time I pulled it, I ended up with the dreaded NTR, a heart-wrenching affliction that tore at the very fabric of my being.
For example, there was Kimura Airi-chan, whom I liked during elementary school. We got along very well, and I think Airi-chan was probably aware of my feelings.
However, confessing was quite a hurdle for an elementary school student, so I thought I would confess my feelings when I became a middle school student.
So, not long after I started middle school, I spotted Airi-chan at the drugstore with a delinquent senior from our neighborhood. Their arms entwined as they bought condoms. Man, talk about a heartbreaker. I ended up bawling my eyes out alone in my futon, with that memory burned into my brain.
Also, why would a delinquent need condoms?! That idiot!!
OK, technically speaking, this is not exactly NTR, but it feels more like BSS, but let’s not get lost in the details.
Time passed, and eventually, I managed to move on from Airi-chan.
However, my luck with my girlfriend Gacha took another turn for the worse, as if mocking my very existence, when Kurebayashi Mii entered my life during my second year of junior high.
She sat beside me in class during our second year of junior high, and, having learned my lesson from the incident with Airi-chan, I mustered the courage to confess my feelings before anyone else could snatch her away. And to my surprise, she accepted, albeit reluctantly.
However!
There was a catch!
Mii-chan had this childhood friend who never really seemed interested in her until now. But seeing her with me suddenly sparked something in him, and it seems he regretted not making a move sooner.
He played it cool, making his move at just the right time, and before I knew it, Mii-chan’s affections were suddenly all on him.
Even though Mii-chan was still dating me at the time, she succumbed to her childhood friend’s advances and allowed him to go all the way.
The ensuing tears, apologies, and eventual breakup left my heart and ego utterly devastated. To preserve some semblance of dignity for the future, I endured the embarrassment and secretly stashed a rubber in my wallet, bidding farewell to my innocence.
Needless to say, those experiences made me pretty distrustful of women.
During my high school days, when everyone was buzzing with youthful energy—or rather, their raging hormones—I figured sentimentality about my virginity was kinda pointless. I went on the hunt for someone to fall for, and bam, NTR strikes again, this time in the form of Kojima Aki.
Aki-chan was somewhat of a lone wolf, exuding a gal-like aura. We ended up meeting on the rooftop one day, both looking for a break from our troubles (mine were pretty obvious). We became friends, and over time, I realized she was an amazing girl. She was a genuinely kind-hearted girl, and I fell for her.
Yep, that’s when I fell in love all over again.
But, her family situation? Let’s just say it was beyond complicated.
In fact, when I first met her, she was already getting down and dirty with her stepbrother. F**k~!
She tried to break free from that messed-up incestous situation after knowing how wrong it was. Eventually, she accepted my feelings and cut ties with her stepbro. But, being under the same roof, she couldn’t shake him off completely. Inevitably, they ended up rekindling their fuckfest intimate connection, even after she started dating me.
I can’t shake off the memory of Aki-chan choosing her stepbro over me, saying goodbye through tears. It’s like it’s stuck on loop in my head, haunting my dreams and making me feel depressed.
But!
Fear not! I am a man who rises like a phoenix from the ashes, or rather, can a virgin truly die?
Because it’s university life!
University life calls, a time that feels like a dream where you can taste the freedom of adulthood while still under your parents’ wing.
So, it’s only natural to let your imagination run wild, isn’t it?
──Filled with hope and clad in a high-class suit, I arrived at the entrance ceremony.
…….
You can imagine my shock when I found out that the three girls who had broken my heart in the past were all going to the same university and studying in the same department as me!
“Hey, Yuuta-kun! Long time no see! We’re all at the same university now! Remember me?” Airi-chan exclaimed, breaking a six-year silence.
“Yuuta-kun… It’s been a while.. since junior high… How’ve you been?” Mii-chan chimed in, her face bringing back memories I hadn’t thought about since junior high.
“No way! Why is Yuuta here?” Aki-chan stuttered, clearly shocked and confused. She’s the one who caused me so much recent torment.
And there they were, all three together!
WHAT THE F**K!?
The frustration was so overwhelming, I felt like I was about to explode with anger and burst into tears.
I mean, seriously, if there really is a god in this world, what kind of twisted prank is this? It’s too much of a coincidence to just be random chance!!
Am I really that hated by the God, not just in the girlfriend gachas but life gachas as well?!
And so, that day, I went home and filled out my withdrawal form.
The next chapter will be updated every three days.
officialkarmalibra
April 15, 2024 at 2:19 pmInteresting…
Hawhaw
April 17, 2024 at 1:44 amNovel Got 1 starred in NU. Hmm, why no punishment?
CJ Lou, the Otaku
April 15, 2024 at 2:38 pm((MORAL LESSON: Do not have a girlfriend… or else you will be in trouble!))
That’s why I’m still single (as in I never have a single girlfriend at all) for many reasons. But NTR is one of my reasons why having a girlfriend is ONE OF MY BIGGEST FEARS! And having a girlfriend wastes your time and money, especially when you will get betrayed by her.
Also, just like that MC… Having relationship with someone is a curse. CHANGE MY MIND. I made ‘change my mind’ meme about NTRed MC. Link: https://i.ibb.co/xqrNM3t/Zombo-Meme-27112023022133.jpg
ĐĂNG BÙI
April 15, 2024 at 4:09 pmBro, i also have that mindset like yours for real tho lmao
CJ Lou, the Otaku
April 15, 2024 at 11:19 pmThank you. I thought I was alone for thinking that. That’s why I want to live alone and stay single (forever) in peace.
shidoss
April 22, 2024 at 3:32 amWhy do I suddenly feel called out.
Witler
April 15, 2024 at 7:55 pmWhat did I just read lol, I read the description of this and it said that the girls will not have any ‘punishment’ or any of that sort.
buttboy
April 17, 2024 at 11:58 pmyeah, judging from this chapter and the description it seems like the author might be trying to spin this into a comedy, but no romance
idiotman69
April 21, 2024 at 5:25 amKinda hard to have any comedy when the main character is actually just literally suffering. Maybe my mind was just wired differently, but I feel like only genuine sadists could find elements of comedy in these kinds of scenarios.
alcoholicman420
April 24, 2024 at 7:39 pmThis mf is one hell of a f****r lmao, truly a phoenix who rise from Tre ashes. Respect.