[I heard he had s*x with his sister.]
[And he spread the video himself.]
Students are whispering in the corner of the classroom.
[It’s really creepy.]
[Let’s stay away from him.]
[Honestly, I’m disillusioned.]
[I can’t believe he’s like this.]
Cursing sounds were coming from all directions.
The human ear has a malicious structure, and for some reason, regardless of the size of the voice, I hear only my own abuse more clearly than any other words.
And each one becomes a sharp knife, cutting into my heart,
It hurts, it hurts.
It stabs me
into my heart.
[N….. Nooo… It’s not my fault…]
I haven’t done anything wrong… but why am I…
[Yuran… you’re the worst]
[Isn’t your life worthless?]
I heard words that shattered everything about me.
At that moment, everyone in the classroom disappeared, the ground beneath me crumbled, and the surroundings turned into emptiness.
In that void, I existed alone, and a shadow emerged, taking the form of my sister.
Then, it entwined itself around me and whispered like this:
[You belong to me.]
BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP
The incessant ringing of the alarm clock reminded me that morning had come. I rubbed my sleepy eyes and turned off the clock.
The clock’s hands pointed at 7 o’clock. It seemed I had managed to avoid the disaster of being late on my first day at the new school. I was grateful that the clock had done its job.
I opened the curtains and felt the incoming daylight.
I accidentally opened the window as well, and a chill crept in. It was November now, and the cold was becoming severe. Most of the leaves had fallen from the trees outside the window.
However, the outside was under a clear, cloudless sky. It lifted my spirits a bit.
I left my bedroom and headed for the kitchen. I wondered if a simple breakfast of bread and ham and eggs would suffice. These thoughts filled my morning.
A morning spent alone.
The events I had dreamt about, they had happened to me a month ago. That unpleasant day when my sister had kidnapped me and taken everything from me.
But the real hell came afterward when my sister sent a video to all my friends through my LINE account, a video showing only my face and body during those moments, and with it, a message that said:
[I’m having s*x with my sister]
…a message attached as if I had said those words.
In the blink of an eye, I was labeled as a perverted b*stard who spread the video of himself and his sister making love.
I was shunned by people I thought were my friends, and girls in my class looked at me as if I were a piece of filth.
When I returned home, I was treated as a puppet by my older sister, who had no remorse for what she had done, and I was forced to indulge my sister’s s*xual desires.
Since I myself was adopted, my father and mother were on my sister’s side, and I had no place to go anywhere.
As I continued to live this life, my spirit was finally on the verge of collapse, and I was unable to speak properly.
My father, perhaps thinking that it would be a bad idea to leave things as they were, arranged for me to be transferred to a high school far away from the town where my sister and friends were, and I am now living on my own in that high school.
I can’t thank my father enough.
Even if its essence is just good riddance, I can only thank them for providing me with a living environment and a school to learn enough to live from now on.
While I was thinking about this, the bread was baking, and the ham and eggs were nice.
I transfer the slightly misshapen ham and eggs to a bowl and take them to the table.
After all, I can’t cook as well as my mother…
I ate my breakfast, feeling a little disappointed with my cooking skills.
After finishing breakfast, I put on my brand new uniform and left my apartment.
It’s still cold outside… To be honest, I don’t like the cold.
But when I thought that I would no longer have to be afraid of other people’s abuse and stares, I realized that “cold” was only a trivial problem for me.